ok its been a while i guess , i said i was going to write often but i got lazy , dont mind the commas , you just have to get use to it , pretty much everything is the same with my life , except the addition of me going to school , so its just the add on , i mean i enjoy work so its not a downer , but sometimes i just want to stay home , but then i dont do anything sooooo  i guess that would be pretty boring , ok nevermind that , im still waiting for mva to conntact me, its been a long time , but they said to wait , so im waiting , but the funny thing is that they didnt tell me how long , bummer ..... but i guess besides that its smooth life , life can always be better , so im working on it , im more involved at church which is good , cause its a big help at keeping me out of trouble , but it seems i say it like i get in trouble a lot , but i dont know , so dont think im a bad person or nothing , i guess i say it in that manner cause i feel like im worse then what i did , so yea it really sucks thinking in that way so i guess thats all for my life part , ok moving on for right now , i was looking through different things here and there , like facebook myspace twitter and all those social things and people man well more like high school and even middle school  students going drama , man they sure do grow up , i mean it feels like students are going through more and more problems then when i was in high school , it seems like people are having more emotional and even social problems , like i was watching the news and they said something like people dont knwo how to present them selves at a job interview because of twitter and what not because you dont actually talk to people in person so you lose that part of you where you lose your manners and stuff so thats another part of the social life people are changing , and man do i need a gf lol  just kidding hahahaha well not really but its ok for now , im not ready i guess , i have a lott of prioritizes that i have to do before thinking about it but i mean if the oppurtunity comes ill talk that leap and go for it you know ? but the time will come when ill be ready , right now, i can ssay no...... no more mistakes and no more regrets doing it all to get it going i guess im getting tired i still have some work to do so i guess i should stop being so lazy and go do it , hahahaha i dont want to but i have too so good night to you all , and hope you enjoyed if not sorry 

hmmm i guess ill keep it sort for today again , went out had fun stress free .... good .... hahahaha thats all i did today , woke up a little late but thats ok ,now im waiting for a letter .... that will change my life , muahahahhahhaah ill probally post later on when i know things are good... thats all i can say about stuff right now ...so my life is on hold till things can start rolling again ... thats all i have to say TO BE CONTINUED...............

what more can i say , i have been working at my job for about 2 years thats the longest i have ever worked at any job , and kept it , i had bad luck at keeping jobs and what not , but i guess the job i have fits me well , working security hahahaa , maybe ill move up and get a better job some place else,in a bigger building , but i can think about that later when i finish school which is the most important thing that i have to do first lol that really has never come out of my mouth saying that school is important my goodness have i changed maybe its for the better , well im just keeping this entry sort cause im at work and i have an headache maybe ill continue this later maybe